Thursday, March 02, 2006


All right y'all. I'm back. And I'm going to make it. One way or the other.
Apologies for the previous post. And I even waited a day to write it. Venomous, isn't it? *sigh*

My creativity has dried up over the past couple of days. Too much stress for it to breathe and flourish. But I'm feeling better. And shit happens. I'm simply going to roll with it and move on. I've had much worse happen. My huge problem with this situation is that it felt like a sucker punch. And that hurt a lot worse than something that was half-assed expected.

The day that this problem cropped up, I received an entry in my Bravenet guestbook on my website. This is what it said: God gives every bird a worm, but he does not throw it into the nest.
A gentleman named Bob left it. No website. No anything. But you know what? It was soothing to me.
I depend on words a lot. And as much as the ones hurled at me hurt, these actually made me feel better. I can find solace in them.
So thanks Bob. Wherever you are.


Rene said...

Did you know you used the "f-word" nine times in your previous post? That takes talent and creativity. I'm glad you are feeling better. It just goes to prove you can't keep a good woman down.

chryscat said...

Gee Rene. I was unaware of that. However, that really IS minimal compared to what I was feeling. Skeery, huh?

B said...

Never apologize honey, you were speaking your truth. Only 9 f-words? You oughtta try loosening up next time, no point in biteing your tongue like that!! *grins*

I'm sure your mojo will be back in no time, I'm really not surprised after the shock you just experienced.

Hmmmm, what an insightful message at such an appropriate time. I'm glad you were able to get what you needed from his words honey. I think the world could use a few more Bobs in it, don'tcha think?